May 7, 2006

Bleh.

I'm a little upset that my last post's picture didn't show up. I'm not sure why it didn't work through Flickr... maybe a setting is wrong or something? I can't figure it out. Hmm.

Well, the end of this week was awful for eating right and getting exercise, and I was surprised when I randomly jumped on the scale on Friday... it went down. But then I jumped on it again a few minutes ago and it wasn't so good anymore.

There really isn't an excuse for it. At my dad's there's tons of junk there, and not much good stuff, so it's a little unavoidable. And I'm lazy there. I don't really believe that you can gain a few pounds over a day and a half, and that if I were to weigh myself again tomorrow, it'd go down again.

Basically, I'm not good with motivating myself to sticking with it. I can do it for a few days, but then it falls apart. I eat good things, but too much of it, and maybe I don't move enough.

So I'm trying to find new motivation. I think I'll hang bathing suit up somewhere visable in my room (I was having trouble actually remembering to make myself a schedual for food to help out, and hanging the papers next to my bed helped immensely), and think about prom a lot. Right now I just want to lose weight because, well, I'm just at the overweight mark for my height, and I don't want to be. But if I keep my health in mind and then remind myself that I want to look great for prom and the summer, maybe it'll improve?

1 comment:

Aaron Tait said...

You shouldn't get discouraged if you weigh yourself and it is a bit higher. Your body's weight fluctuates throughout the day. When you weigh yourself you should do it at the same time everyday. My weight actually fluctuates around five pounds every day. See you tomorrow.