October 30, 2006

Glasses and Joy

I'd just like to warn everyone that if I'm not wearing my glasses, I won't recognize you until you're a metre away from me. Dave had to run me over with his skateboard before I knew who he was, and I think that I might have walked right passed Evan this afternoon... I'm not really sure though. They had similar hair-shapes. Sorry :(

I just got back from talking to an academic counsellor. I'm dropping physics and chemistry this semester, so now I need two extra classes next semester. Should I take two environmental sciences, or one envrionmental science and a psychology class? Hmm! But basically, I'm going into computer science. I feel so, so much better to have this worked out. I just need to take the final step - log into SOLAR, then drop and add.

I'll only have three classes this semester... weird... I kind of don't like it. I'd rather be more busy.

There's a high chance of me going to the dark side and becomming a software engineer next year. Although, I'd have to take another first year, but that's not too much of a big deal. I'd also have to get new friends because I'd be stoned to death if they found out I had friends in science... I love you all. :)

October 21, 2006


It figures that at the first oppertunity to get a really great sleep, I have a reoccuring "nightmare." I guess I wouldn't really call it a nightmare, as it wasn't terrifying, but it was still scary. This is the third time I've had this dream now... what's with that?

And these bags under my eyes are never going to go away. Grrrr.

October 17, 2006

Weeded Out

I just got my physics midterm back - 20%. The class average was 51%. So even though it wasn't a great exam for everyone... I'm not even near the average.

I can't seem to find a mark for chemistry. They have the solutions on the site, but I'd like my actual mark. I don't know if it's just me that can't find it or what. But I know I failed that too, because it went the exact same way as physics. They were both multiple choice, and none of my calculations matched any of the choices. Guessing can't get you a 50%, unfortunately.

So, I've been weeded out. I really like my astronomy class. It's something that I think I'd really love to do for work, but it just doesn't look like I can do it. I'm setting up appointments to change my major to computer science. I don't know what exactly in computer science yet... I could end up being a software engineer. Or maybe I'll get weeded out of that, too. I have research to do on that. I feel like I'm just giving up, and I don't want it to seem that way. I want it to seem like this just isn't for me... but I feel like astronomy is for me... but I can't do the things that astronomy requires...

I didn't feel like going to my math tutorial today because I haven't had time to even start the practice questions for the test next week. I forgot that we get our tests back in it today... crap. Maybe my TA would e-mail me my mark or something. I probably should've just gone.

I have an astronomy midterm tonight. I was feeling good about it, but now with the way that my midterms have been going... I don't know.

I want to pass the second midterms and the exams. This means double to work. Which requires a time machine. How the hell are you supposed to be able to do this? My mom told me that you pretty much can't, so I can't figure this out at all. I really am trying. I'm depressed and I want to sleep. I hate school.

October 5, 2006

I want to graduate.

I can't go to graduation tonight because I have to write a physics midterm that runs from 7:00-8:00pm. I'm upset.

I did get my money back that I paid for grad, but I definately feel like RCBHS owes me a proper and well-organized graduation that isn't on an effing Thursday night.


October 2, 2006

Interesting weekend, to say the least.

Between a hospital visit, crazy family, not having to sleep alone, physics, Fourthgiving, a breakdown, and being tired... it was an eventful two days and a bit.