An apology

I'm sorry I never took more initiative to make sure that you'd all like me more. I didn't try hard enough to get closer to all of you, or to share in your interests. I regret it. My summer is lonely and I feel like I'm wasting away. I'm sorry for everything that I've complicated and ruined. I never meant anything to turn out that way, but I guess everything I've done has turned in that direction. I only wish that I could change me so that I'd have my friends back. I'd change with everything else that has, so I'd still be with all of you. I love you all and miss you all a lot. I'm sorry for it all.