I want to write wonderful things that make everyone understand what's happening in my mind. I try, but it's never quite right. I don't know how to make it right. There's no such words for what I want to say. How do other people manage to get everything out in such beautiful ways?
Lately I've been playing more FFXI. It's fun to become someone who isn't really you, but more of... an extension of you. It's fun to become musically inclined in one moment, then decide that you want to be strong and take a spot in the front lines the next. It's nice to be someone who your friends come to for help, and it's nice to appear successful.