Today Is...

• My Oma's birthday.
• Steve's birthday.
• The end of the first half of our vacation.
• My mom's first day of chemo and radiation.
• Very cloudy.

My mom bought me a bunch of stuff for university for my birthday. I got this really nice hair dryer with a defuser (ahh, thank God!), a toothbrush and toothpaste (since we all share an electric toothbrush that you can just switch around the brush part), and a wireless printer. Although, I found out that you can use wireless anything in the dorms, and they get angry if you set up anything wireless. But my mom and I were very happy to find out that they included a USB cable in the box, just in case. I love it.

Moving On

Today I learned where my new home will be. I'm living in Hedden Hall with a girl named Michelle. Scarlett and I are in the same building. Steve is living in Brandon Hall, and it looks like they're almost right next to each other. I move out on September third.

Profile

I got a Facebook profile in hopes of meeting some people from Mac and from my program, because Mac's forums suck. I think it'd be nice to make some friends or at least be aware of some people before I move there. Unfortunately, my program doesn't look that popular on there...

Yeah, it's a lot like MySpace, but this is nice because there's not emo 12-year-olds making comments with sixty exclamation marks that screw up your layout.

An apology

I'm sorry I never took more initiative to make sure that you'd all like me more. I didn't try hard enough to get closer to all of you, or to share in your interests. I regret it. My summer is lonely and I feel like I'm wasting away. I'm sorry for everything that I've complicated and ruined. I never meant anything to turn out that way, but I guess everything I've done has turned in that direction. I only wish that I could change me so that I'd have my friends back. I'd change with everything else that has, so I'd still be with all of you. I love you all and miss you all a lot. I'm sorry for it all.

Ugh.

Tonight, I got to stay home and play Pokemon by myself. I'm getting tired of this. I wish I were 'normal' and could have fun like everyone else.